Thoughts on Death
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But... sometimes I have wondered what would happen if I died. I know my parents and family would be affected the most, but is that all? Would my friends at school just be like, "Omg, Matt got killed in a car accident." and wonder about it? Or would they not even hear about it and wonder for months why I haven't come to school?
And what about online? I know a lot of you watch me because of SM vs. Door: Remastered, Naruto's New Phrase, and IRL-Matt's Lazy Quest, so to you, I'm just another artist on dA. If I died, you'd probably think I quit dA, or went on a long vacation, or lost my computer, or something, seeing as I couldn't post a journal saying, "Hey guys, I won't be on dA anymore because I died. God's lending me his computer for a few minutes to type this, lol." Like, if I died, years after my death, would people stumble upon some of my art floating around the internet, and wonder whatever happened to me? I'd ask, "Would anyone miss me?" but I'm not stupid: that's the pity-party question, and I know better that there would be people that miss me. I guess I want to make a difference in many peoples' lives so that way I can pass on knowing that many people will remember me and have been affected by me. So my life wasn't a waste.
I guess when I think about death, I think more of the life I leave behind, rather than what comes next. That's why I never want to die at an early age or while I still have so many things to do and have people that I care about. I'm a girl at heart in that I want to get married before I die. XD;; But I think a lot of guys feel the same. OH! jksdghskdjgh I almost forgot: I want to go back to my homeland (*cough*Japan*cough*), become a manga-ka, and wander around some parks with sakura trees in them. ;w;!
Er, I know this sounds like a suicide note or something, but it's not. Just thinking out loud. And if you ever think about killing yourself, look at your life now and think about how many people you've touched, just by being alive.
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that was epic
you know i think about the same stuff. i think i've talked about it? i dun remember.
anyway if i die i'm sure jandy would make a journal about it so.. there is THAT.
....if you die maybe your friends will make a journal about it. and then it would spread from there.
kinda scary tho. unlike you when i think about death i think about what would happen NEXT. not what i left behind.. ):
lol god has computer labs in heaven D:<!
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your journal title scared me .. i was like ' oh no'
ahaha, God would TOTALLY lend you a computer.
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» I don't hate you...i hate the way you act.
» I hate you so much, you make me so damn happy ><
You may have, but perhaps a long time ago.
You're lucky: my sister wouldn't do that for me. But then again, she doesn't have a dA account.
It's a possibility, seeing as two of my IRL-friends have dA accounts. Only one of them uses it daily though... : <
I do sometimes think about what happens next: I just don't like to linger on it before I get so curious that I want to see if I'm right or not. XD;; My current theory: when we die, we lose all memory of this life and are reborn in another time, place, body, maybe even dimension.
He opens them so His children don't have to be alone in the bathrooms at lunch. ;w;
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"I'm a girl at heart in that I want to get married before I die."
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actually what i wanna do before i die is publish something. and go to japan : D
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Oh yeah, those too. XD;; kjashgkjg I need to edit and add those in. D8!!
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Don't drag IRL-physics into anime.
Matt sprite icon courtesy of *Kenj
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Don't drag IRL-physics into anime.
Matt sprite icon courtesy of *Kenj
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» I don't hate you...i hate the way you act.
» I hate you so much, you make me so damn happy ><
I would like to see the person's face when they are cleaning up my stuff and find my art. >w<
I believe in the idea of the flesh body and the astral body (spirit). Mostly because of several happenings in my house (pretty much weekly). It is a long story unless you want to hear it. I also believe in reincarnation. Everyone has some kind of memory from their past life that gets triggered from something. I think that happened to me a few years back. Ah well. Do not want to bore you. ^^
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WAH!
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"Y'know what... I fu**in hate you..."
from Red VS Blue episode 1
Of course we'd miss you!^_^
But yeah, I have often wondered about similar things.
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